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One More Year, So Many Lessons!

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“Life is a great big canvas……throw on it all the paint you can!” ~Danny Kaye

I always look forward to December and January. It is my hibernation time. I look forward to doing nothing, contemplating my existence, and going over what I learned this past year. I no longer do “Christmas” for no other reason than my life is just so good everyday. I have stepped into the magical energy of peace and love that so many look forward to at Christmas and have manifested it in my life on a day to day basis. This is no reflection on how you and your loved ones choose to spend the holidays. Life is always about choice and my choice in no way diminishes anyone else’s. So enjoy and may your holidays bring you love, peace and memories to cherish.

I experienced so many internal changes this year. I am still digesting the lessons that were brought my way. I expanded upon my knowledge that you really are what you eat. I have made some drastic changes in my diet. I have always eaten well, however, I found living at the highest frequency available, which I have talked about through the year and have incorporated into my classes, pure food becomes even more important. The more real pure food you take in, the easier it is for your body to create newer, stronger cells on a daily basis. This means you can actually youth instead of age. On the other side of that coin, it also creates an environment in the body to detox the junk that does not serve you, in other words clean the shit out!

For many of you moving up the frequency ladder it is usually the emotions that need to detox. Your life journey of fear, low self esteem, and other insecurities that creep up. This is the energy that no longer serves you in the higher frequency and needs to be released. In all my readings and teachings wherever I may be, I always have the Angels send to me the people who need what I have to give. I have been blessed with the knowledge through the journey up the frequency ladder, on how to release the lower emotions that need to go. I have also been blessed to have been given an easy way for us to do it. The Universe is always about simple and easy, and so am I! It is only the ego that makes things complicated. Boy, have I said that a lot this year. Remember if your life is complicated it is because you are struggling against what is and what your Angels are trying to tell you. The signs and signals are always there. When I give a reading many of you say, “I knew that”……Of course, but you struggled against ‘that’ instead of allowing yourself to make the changes you needed. For those moving up the frequency ladder and facing the emotions of the good, bad and ugly about yourself, it’s time to accept yourself and quit the struggle. If you need help you can email me……I just know stuff, it worked for me and it will work for you.

The higher you get on the frequency ladder and the more emotional shit you release by accepting yourself, the next step is the physical release. I actually found my emotional baggage cleared and I know my karma is done. I was feeling that I was ‘all that’! “Look at me I cleared my emotional baggage”…..Ah, ego, gets you coming and going. Well, this year I reside at the highest level available, which is love, joy, peace, prosperity, health and perfect divine self-expression. I manifested this and the Universe always responds with a resounding ‘yes’! The next step for me was clear out old viruses from the deepest rooted emotional stress from this life and, or past life. Oh, sure, who knew!!!! Geez! I will not go into the total details of what my physical body went through this year. Let me just stress, it was a hell of a ride. I have never been in so much pain. At its peak it felt like there was a hole in my back, leaking out this old black dark energy. I sensed this was a very old past life energy, finally after all these lifetimes I was able to release. An old virus grabbed a hold of my muscles and moved around. One morning early on, I was whining about the pain and the Angels clearly stated….”Quit whining, get used to it, it will take awhile to release it all.” Okay, so I went to workout, as I do, no more whining. Well, the information was correct, I final released the virus 2 months later. What a journey of self love and wow, it is amazing how much mucus it takes to get rid of that old shit!!!! Later this year I knew it wasn’t over  and I am going through what I would call phase 2 release. Not as bad as the phase 1, thankfully. This part was for this lifetime, in the middle of the night dream, I, as I am now showed up in my bedroom when I was a child. I must have been 6 or so. My eyes were crusted with dry mucus and closed shut ( a memory I actually have). I, as the adult asked the child, ‘What don’t you want to see?’…….She did not answer but I felt like she didn’t want to see any of it. I had a very abusive childhood and I took her hand and we walked out of that life together, it was done. It’s interesting, my eyes suffered most of the irritation as the infection made its way to my sinuses and nose. I’m at the tail end of this now. I understand so much more of how our mental, emotional, spiritual and physical bodies work and how clearing on all these levels makes you healthy and whole.

Some of you may not understand anything I’m talking about. But, if you were compelled to read this your journey may take you on these paths. So tuck the information away for when you may need it. Of course, if you need help, you can email me.

I am sure there is more to learn, but the biggest, most profound lesson for this year is to honor the ebb and flow of energy. I have learned not to struggle against what is, now I just need to remember that. As if struggling ever fixed anything. The Universe has got my back and you need to ‘know’ It has your back also!!!!

Happy Holidays and all that entails for you!!!! Many Blessings!


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So This Is Who We Are?

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I can’t remember a time in my life when I have worried about politics as much as I do now. Many times in the past year I have been awakened in the middle of the night  in fear. I am not a fearful person. When this comes over me, I release the fear and send love to our country. Then some other horrendous, hateful thing will happen, so I do it again and again…..it’s a constant barrage of negativity. I have resisted as much as I can to make any blog political, but I’m diving in. So if any of you are offended, so be it, don’t complain to me, seriously, I am not interested. As of the writing of this, a journalist who resided in the United States was dismembered and tortured by the Saudi’s and our puny man in the White House, sided with the Saudi’s. Now, as of yesterday, many known Democrats have been threatened by bombs being mailed to them. The person who plays president in the White House blames journalists and media. The rhetoric of hate, anger and disrespect to women, black, brown, Asian, Indian, LGBTQ people of this country is almost more than my heart can bear. I am shocked that so many of you not only go along with this rhetoric but you think it is okay.  Even more of you actually promote the ideas of this soulless, narcissistic man. Seriously, you think it’s right to take children from their mothers and put them in prison camps. They came looking for help and you have let your fear and low self esteem make you hateful and cruel. You are all so predictable and that man knows this. I am ashamed of you, and disappointed.  Quoting Jim Carey, “Today they tried to murder 2 presidents, as well as public servants and journalists. Make no mistake these terrorists were encouraged and emboldened by the hate speech of, D Trump. If you can’t see the clear menace of this man’s influence, by now you are a part of it.”
If I believed in the devil, which I do not,( it really is Ego) I would say he resides in the White House. So is this who we are, people who are cruel, afraid of everything, lacking love or compassion, chasing after winning and money?……..No, I do not believe this is you or me. What can you do?
The transition to this gunky, negative energy, needed to happen in this country and other countries. We are actually dealing with people, who, for some need to transform in this life. For other people, they are here to transform us, by insulting our souls. Hopefully we will find what we don’t want to be, and move toward the spiritual beings that we really are. Spirituality isn’t just sprinkling magic fairy dust, love and light to everyone……it is an opportunity to speak truth and bring our own feelings into the light. There is no need to be violent, but you know that, and no need to argue with anyone, and you know that too, but there is a need to allow yourself to feel the pain in your heart, so you can release those emotions. Validating yourself and how you feel leads to you being empowered. This rise of energy is a clearing away of the façade. It brings to the surface the fears people have and their insecurities. Those who are manipulators and power mongers, know this about you. They know how to press the button of fear and get you and others to follow and stay in the box. Which explains why so many people idol worship these manipulators and vote for them against their own interest. Fear is our biggest motivator. At the core of all negative emotion is fear. The more you are in fear the easier you are to control. Look at the current religious groups, even they have dumped the love of Christ for fear, hate, and control. I mean really, your religion, your god hates LGBTQ people. Your religion, your god, doesn’t think I should have birth control, or sex for fun…..WHAT????? No wonder so many of you are miserable.
So here you are. You volunteered to be here at this time, to be a part of this change and this change needed to happen. The question is what are you going to do with this? If you’re reading this, you are most likely crawling to get outside the box, or already there. Love yourself. I say it over and over and over. Love the good, bad and ugly, about yourself. You are on a powerful journey to become self-aware. Just by allowing yourself to be Yourself, raises your frequency, and the world around you. The goal is to live at the highest frequency available, where you are bathed in love, joy, peace, prosperity and health….with perfect divine self expression. I live there, and I know when I wake up in the middle of the night with fear and I release it, and send love and wisdom to those out there, I am doing my part. You may be compelled to do something else. Make no mistake this energy has woken a sleeping dragon. Many of you have been compelled to run for office or help others to run. Something you most likely never thought you would do. Good for you. You’re miserable, and seek help to release the misery or heal your body, because you can no longer insult your soul. Good for you. The Universe will open that path for you. The whole Universe supports what you do when you honor yourself. You can’t lose….you may slip and fall, ego is like that, but keep asking for wisdom and understanding. The Love will lift you up!
A last bit of wisdom from my dear fellow lightworker, Andrew Bassano Brewer, “the moral of this particular story is that pretending something is love and light and unicorn magical is not really helping things……. and if, to take a slice of real life and thrust it, gentle reader, into our story…….you see things that you feel need to be brought to light — because you feel, truthfully within your heart ……………..trust yourself, act with compassion, speak from your heart, don’t be passive, stand up, speak your TRUTH………..as to those love and light voices telling you to keep quiet, send them love at the end of your middle finger. “
Welcome to Earth, Spiritual Being!!!!!

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“I Read the News Today, Oh Boy!”

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What does it take for you to be happy? For more than half my life it was outside circumstances that seemed to give me reasons to be happy or not. Of course, if you follow that rule your life will always be a merry-go-round that you can’t get off. I allowed myself to be at the mercy of other people’s opinions and circumstances. It started in childhood, of course, as all those little nuances do. My mother was a very powerful energy, unfortunately it could be very negative energy. She controlled the household and her children with an iron fist. So, for me, it took away the opportunity to make even the simplest decisions for my young life, because she made them for me. By the time I was an adult, and excited about being on my own, I had no wisdom on how to make decisions. So I tripped and fell, a lot. With each fall came a little wisdom. Following others and their opinions never seemed to work very well, over time I had to see the world in a different way, my way. Whether that was right or wrong was all a part of the journey.
People are not all your friends or your enemies. They are just people. Some are meant to cross your path to trip you up, or just breeze through your life for a short period of time to make chaos or love. It’s the journey. In the 8 Keys I wrote…..”Somebody is going to come into your life and they are going to be the bad guy. Someone is going to step into your life, they are going to look you in the eye, and you’re not going to like what you see. Somebody is going to step in and make you feel small and  bad. These people, who make you feel miserable, who make you feel that your life is a failure, are your angels!”……Get used to it, folks, because you are a magnet and attract to you what you need to see about yourself. These angels put in front of you exactly what you need to deal with. You know, all those things you would just as soon not face about who you are. No one really has the power to make you miserable. You choose to be miserable, because of your refusal to be honest with yourself. Your journey is set up with options for you before you come into this incarnation. All these things are based on what you need to learn in this lifetime. The meaning of life is to gain that spiritual understanding that everything is an inside job, including your happiness, and only you can fix anything.
If you are one of those who allow your happiness to be based on what’s happening out there, you must be having a fearful, miserable time. The planet itself is going through change that is about bringing the darkness into the light. We are facing serious issues in government, religion, teaching, etc…..All these things being put in front of our faces, individually, as a community, as a country, as a planet, are here to move us into a higher frequency of love. But we must get rid of the shit first. Many refuse to look within their own hearts, only to blame other people for their lot in life. Welcome to the giant soap opera or even worse, your very own reality show. It’s time to take a look in the mirror, my friend, and look yourself in the eyes and say to yourself, “I love you.” But unfortunately most of you never do that, you never really see yourself, never really honor yourself, never really love yourself. You can’t because you hate who you are and instead of looking within you look outside yourself into your own reality show trying to prove you are right. I have seen your posts and tweets, you’re all whipped into a frenzy because someone doesn’t agree with you, geez!!! Is this the way you want to live this very short, wonderful, fun life, whipped into a frenzy of self-loathing??? Haven’t you had enough drama and trauma????
So here you are, somehow you have been guided here to read this. Maybe the angels touched a nerve or maybe you are just tired. High drama is exhausting. Now it’s time to ask your angels to show you your joy. Now it’s time to look into the mirror, look yourself in the eyes and see all the good, bad and ugly about yourself. Embrace what you see and say , ‘I love you!’. Yes, you may choke on those words but the more you connect with the energy of love, the more you break down the barriers to having happiness. We are all neurotic, OCD, obsessed, ego driven and so many other things….but we are also each spiritual beings connected to the Universe, the most powerful energy of love. What are you waiting for, seriously, it is that simple. It is only you and your ego that makes it complicated.
Good luck, Human, and welcome to Earth.

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Still In The Box?

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One of my mother’s favorite lines, and your mother may have said the same, “Just because one of your friends jumps off a cliff, are you going to follow them?” Of course not, geez. Back then I may not have understood the message as clearly as I do now. Mom didn’t want me to be a follower. She wanted me to make my own decisions. Even though she was not so good with decisions she made, I know she wanted better for me. It has taken me most of my life to clearly see how those words sank into my brain and my heart. I have made decisions along the way based on never wanting to be like anyone else. I couldn’t see why I couldn’t have what I really wanted. So clearly, I just plowed forward, even if other people didn’t get it or told me I was foolish. Thank you, Mom, I love you so. I also remember her telling me not to be second best to anyone. So I don’t. I do not allow people to have power over me. I follow my own spiritual intuition…….as it is meant to be and we all should.

Throughout history people have been in cults, groups, religious organizations, just so they can feel like they belong to something. I have never understood the need to worship a person, god or organization. Yet so many of you do. In my own teachings there were a few people who just wanted to be ‘following’ me. It gives me, still today, the creeps. I cannot understand idol worship. Yet it happens all the time. Do what you are told and stay within the confines of the belief system. Yuck! Dictators like to be worshiped, politicians like people to think they are special, preachers, doctors, etc…….The worship comes from your idea that the person deserves your worship, because they are better, smarter, more intelligent than you. When you worship that person other people will think you are cool and then they want to be around you. Of course each cult has their rules and regulations, check out those religions! Some of the rules they make up, as they go along. And you as a follower just accept it all. It happens everyday and you just go along. I could make a list of how you are a follower, but if you are in the box, a part of some sheep herd, you will probably not recognize it. Do you think that in the end some of the people of Jonestown, might have been thinking that just maybe following Jim Jones wasn’t such a great idea, but they drank the Kool-Aid anyway.

Each of us is connected to the most powerful energy in the Universe. If you read my blogs you have heard this over and over and over again. Am I getting through yet. Stuff is not just given to me or your doctor or preacher, we are all intuitive. And if your doctor or preacher is spouting out stuff that you must do, how do you know he or she is not in ego. How about that politician, is that person negative or is it about what’s best for everybody? There are some very specific ways to tell if what you are being told or what you are following is right for you. However, you must be willing to open your eyes, you must be willing to see things clearly. If what someone tells you makes you sick to your stomach, if it makes your heart cringe, if the drugs the doctor gives you makes you choke……..you need to pay attention. Is the information about hating someone or empowering you? Are you feeling good about turning your power over to that person or would you rather not go there but you’re too scared to step away? How about decisions you’re making, do you keep hitting a brick wall, is nothing working for you based on what you know? Well I know this for sure, the headache you have is not from the wall but your incessant need to pound your head against it. Because ‘they’ told you this is how it should work and you just keep following along. They are all full of shit, but they keep spouting the same shit and you keep following and ‘ta-da’ they have you in their control. Because if what your doing doesn’t work, it’s most certainly your fault, according to them. They keep you feeling bad about yourself and you are forever a victim. Want some of that Kool-Aid?

The reason you are not taught from the beginning to be empowered is because ‘they’ cannot control an empowered individual. When you are empowered you strip away the need to be punished, you get rid of victimhood, martyrdom, and self sacrifice. You can have anything you want. I mean anything……yeah, that’s what believers say, but when your self awareness says, this is good, I feel free, I am blessed, I have gratitude, you know you’ve got this. The world is a wonderful place. Welcome to Earth, Spiritual Being!!

It doesn’t seem that long ago when I cried out at my corporate office desk, “There must be more to life than this.” I had no idea what being unlimited meant. Even years later as my spiritual journey progressed, I thought I was unlimited, but not so. Because our world, where ego reigns supreme especially in religions, you have no clue what being empowered or unlimited actually means. However, I kept pursuing expecting more from the Universe, health, wealth, happiness, joy. The more I expected the more came my way, the less I struggled, the easier life became. Answers came to me in a simple easy way, no longer complicated by the over controlling ego. The more I let go, the simpler and easier life became. I do not need a doctor,(gave them up over 25 yrs ago) to tell me about my health, I have intuition. When I need money, I just say, ‘send me money’, and money which is just energy shows up!. And each day, gratitude, gratitude, gratitude, this stuff really works…….what you send out is what you get back. I’ve got this now, you should try it. Life was meant to be simple and easy, and you deserve this. You deserve to be you, the person you want to be, the person that is in joy. It’s a lot more fun than sheep ever experience.


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Life Is A Gift!

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Recently my 2 1/2 yr old refrigerator went out. All the lights work, I can still get water but it doesn’t get cold anymore. We bought our refrigerator at Sears, a Kenmore Elite. Our refrigerator before this one was a Kenmore from Sears, it lasted 20 yrs before the compressor went out. I was particularly pissed at this situation for a couple of reasons, the most obvious was vegetables, 75% of what I eat is vegetables of every kind. This Elite refrigerator controlled the humidity and vegetables lasted longer. I had just gone to the store,  I got to watch as my veggies slowly started to rot away. The next reason, when we called Sears, on a Saturday, the only thing they asked us was if we bought an extended warranty, which we did not. It was a $2800 refrigerator, shouldn’t it last? The Sears employee said they couldn’t help us if we did not have the extended warranty. Let me make this long story short, it took a random repair man to tell us our compressor was under warranty for 10 yrs. We then called Sears the ‘Customer Care’ division, I use that term loosely because in all reality they didn’t care at all. We had to have our problem diagnosed by a authorized Sears repairman to get the warranty, which would take 11 days to get an appointment for just a diagnoses. In the end, the compressor and 2 other components that were affected were under warranty but had to be ordered and it would take another 2 weeks to get an appointment for repair. In speaking to the very nice good looking young repairman, he travels from Sedona to New Mexico and replaces compressors all day long. He’s the only Sears authorized repairman for hundreds of miles.. He also said the good news is the new compressor will be a much better unit than the original one that was in my Elite refrigerator.
There is more to this story and as I write this my refrigerator is still not fixed.  I decided to make my voice heard. I made my way up the customer service ladder, to the supervisor of the supervisor, and up. When I got to the man at the end, he said the only thing left to do is write letter to Sears corporate office, where it will promptly be thrown away. My anger was done then. So I invoked the power of manifestation, Angels, Universe, etc……Fix this, I need a refrigerator. Magically a person who works for my husband just got a new refrigerator and had their perfectly running old one, which they were willing to give to us. I got my veggies in a nice cool place and life goes on as we wait for corporate Sears to respond.
It didn’t turn out the way I wanted, and I admit I am spoiled. I was given what I needed and in the end it will not cost me for my refrigerator repair. As I always say, all is well, even if you can’t see the whole picture at first. The Universe is constantly responding to you based on your thoughts and feelings. Unexpected things happen, life is still life and shit happens. How you respond to that shit is up to you. What most people don’t realize is the power they have to create whether good or bad. Your thoughts are sent out by you and those thoughts create your life experience. Which means your negative thoughts go out and create more negativity, and more and more. These are the people that whine the most about how unfair life is and how it’s someone else’s fault that their life sucks. Even though you or they are really making the life you live in. As a Human who is connected to the most powerful energy in the Universe, you’re in charge. You are powerful beyond belief and most of you have no idea what I’m talking about. Your super power is the ability to create with your thoughts, you can poo poo that or take charge and start creating like the spiritual being you are. Create by focusing on what you do want and loving yourself, instead of what you don’t want and whine about how awful your life is.
Like many of you, my parents were incredibly dysfunctional and their dysfunctional lives brought them together to create their own dysfunctional family. We souls on the other side choose what family to be born into, we pick our parents, the time, the astrological alignment, and circumstances. I picked my parents. They both had their issues and lived unhappy, miserable lives never really understanding their power to change things. They left their mark on me. It took me half my life to get out of the captive place of victim I held myself in. They have both passed on, without self love or self forgiveness. They never knew what peace, love, joy was all about, only the struggle of everyday life. I made a conscious choice not to live like that. I chose to forgive them, and forgive myself so I could love myself. The story is in my book, 8 Keys: A Special Delivery Message from the Angels  I am who I am, because of who they were, only I chose to live life in love something they never knew. What is your choice? Be like others before you and live in self loathing and misery? Or perhaps you’d like some of the love, joy, peace, which are the gifts of Spirit and that leads to health and prosperity? Gee, tough decision, NOT!!  Change your thoughts and you change your life…..It really is that simple.
There have been  many changes in the world in my lifetime. It must be that way, because change is the only constant in the Universe. You can no longer buy a refrigerator or any other appliance and expect it will last 30 yrs. Corporations squeeze every last penny out of you and all their employees for the benefits of stockholders. Hate is in and evidently the cool thing to do. It’s okay to take babies away from their mothers, I am appalled at how many of you actually think that is okay. A person begging for asylum is kicked around and punished by a country that calls itself Christian. Women’s healthcare and birth control is actually being questioned and the white male patriarchs are saying we shouldn’t have it. Religion makes you bad unless it’s Christianity which from what I see is all about dominance, control, power, and let’s not forget the money. Your healthcare is about keeping you sick so the for profit hospitals, doctors and of course pharmaceutical companies can make money. There is no money in you being healthy. I could go on but the point is all the shit is rising to the surface. I am noticing many people have a lack of love and empathy for others, with many excuses to be cruel and heartless. Many other souls showed up to be here in this cycle of life to play their role on the world spiritual stage. They came and are sacrificing to make an impact on you. It is up to each of you to go inward, something most people do not want to do, obviously. Go inward to find out who you really are. Go inward to find your center of right and wrong. Not based on what the physical world tells you to feel or what your political party tells you or what your religious leader tells you, but on what you feel as a spiritual being. The more of you that find the light and embrace the love the sooner we can clear this negativity. I would like to see that in my lifetime also……Welcome to Earth, Spiritual Being!

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Wisdom is Within You!

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“Go to your bosom, knock there and ask your heart what it doth know.”  ~~William Shakespeare
By the time this blog/newsletter comes out, it will be my birthday, again. Funny how that keeps happening. I am now 64 yrs old, with that old Beatles song running through my head. Last year to prove a point I posted 2 pictures of myself in my bikini. Thank you all for the wonderful response. I am a little slimmer now than last year, and I think a bit more healthy. I have finally discovered what my body needs and wants in the way of food and nutrition. As every woman knows after menopause weight gain is inevitable, it takes a lot to boost  the metabolism to counteract that. I know what to do now for me. I am officially high maintenance and have been for years, and it is worth every moment of extra effort. You see this is where the rubber meets the road. This is where all the extra work of cutting up organic vegetables, getting up early to make that organic smoothie, taking my supplements that boost my immune system, working out for an hour everyday, comes into play. It is why I look like I’m in my early 40’s instead of early 60’s. This shit works…..and I do it because of vanity, but also because I am worth it and I love myself. I am not ready to get old yet.  Along with being youthful and healthy, ( I have not been to a Dr. in almost 25 yrs.), I have peace, joy, love……I have come to terms with who I am, what I have been through, all my (I use this term loosely) mistakes, what I thought I wanted and what I really wanted, the fact I am OCD and  a powerful spiritual being in a physical body. Life is a gift…….Oh and lets not forget the fact, I am and you are what you eat!!!!
If you want to be healthy in this world of ours, if you want to be slim, if you want to youth instead of age, it takes work. It takes self love to perform the extra effort to eat well. You see to be healthy and slim, it’s 75 to 80% what you eat and 25 to 20% exercise. That’s the journey everyone, that is the meaning of life. Unfortunately, most of you have not discovered this yet. You run to the Dr. with every little ailment and would rather take pharmaceutical drugs instead of changing your diet or, heaven forbid, exercise. You think your health is random, you may or may not get sick, you may or may not get cancer, or diabetes, or anything else on the list of diseases. But it is not random, you get sick because of inflammation and oxidative stress. You get that because your body does not like what you are eating, it causes a allergic reaction and you become inflamed!!!  That causes illness. That part is not covered by doctors, because they know nothing to very little about nutrition. And you just keep following them like little sheep……….time to think outside the box Human!!
The second part of this is loving yourself. The only way to love yourself is to know who you are and how you really feel. Your heart centers are filled with guilt, heartache, jealousy, anger and of course, FEAR. But instead of actually looking within, you choose to ignore all the signs and signals the Universe is giving you to work on your own shit……..”When something is malfunctioning in our life, you receive signs, warnings, hints, and tripped breakers”~~Alan Cohen. In other words you are uncomfortable, unhappy, and of course, fearful. The emotional stresses are caused by you resisting ‘what is’ and fighting against what is happening. You fight because you are afraid and this leads to blaming others for your lot in life. I have a hard time tolerating peoples excuses. “it’s not my fault”…….You and you alone are responsible and the more you try to ignore it the more in your face the issues will be. Alan Cohen called it, “In Your Face Productions”. The Universe can only send to you what you are willing to receive, and because you are a magnet for energy you keep getting the same shit over and over and over again!!!!!  So what are you going to do? Whine your way through life, blaming others, believing you have no power. Which means everyone else has power over you, or life has power over you. That is a false statement, which society propagates upon us all. You are connected to the most powerful energy in the Universe, that energy flows through you. All the whining, hatred, blame and handing over your power to someone else will never save you, fix you, or make you abundant and peaceful, happy, joyful. Nobody but you can change your life. So how many times do you have to hear it? How many times does “In Your Face Productions” have to set you up in conditions that humiliate, horrify and scare the shit out of you till you finally have had enough. Nothing will change till you do. Change your thoughts and you change your life.
I have been in the humiliating, scary and fearful situations. I spent half my life afraid, and I didn’t even know what I was afraid of. I have been sick, with only a Dr. giving me more drugs that continued not to work. Somewhere along the way I got tired of it all and I changed how I saw my world. Was it easy?….NO……Was it comfortable?…….NO……. but I did it anyway. Instead of hating myself and all my flaws, I embraced my flaws and used them to bring me to strength. Geez, if I can do it anyone can. Then by the time I turned 40, I told the Angels I didn’t want to ever have to go to a Dr. again. I didn’t want to be hampered by hereditary issues and I wanted to youth instead of age. I said I would do as I was guided on how and what to eat, what supplements to take, in other words I would do my part. And because we are all psychic, I was guided on how to do that!! Now, as I said, this is where the rubber meets the road. This is where you decide what are you going to do with your life. Because your thoughts are creating right now, be it negative or positive.  You are creating and you have no one to blame  or congratulate but yourself.
So if you want to change your life, ask! Tell the Universe you want love, joy, peace, prosperity and health……They will send you a teacher, a book or a class…..who knows it may be my book or class!!! It could happen.
Welcome to Earth, Spiritual Being!
 

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How Complicated Can You Make It?

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Years ago ‘enlightenment’ came into my life, which was what I consider the official beginning of my spiritual journey. In simple terms, I was realizing how much of my energy was spent on negativity. Well, it was a lot, most of my energy was spent on negativity. That awareness was life changing, I was able to see myself as the creator of the ‘crap’ in my life. I made me miserable. I was sending out negativity and the Universe could only send me back like and same. I could see, for brief moments at first, exactly how powerful I was, but it took years to really step into that kind of unlimited power. However, no matter how much time passes, it’s all about the journey. Stumble, fall, succeed, or fail, it’s the journey and what you do with all those ‘mistakes’.  The lesson is to find you and understand who you really are. All the good, bad, and the ugly about yourself. Learning to accept yourself without needing to be perfect, but actually understanding that you are perfect, just as you are. It’s all about energy.
That infinite energy that holds the planets in place and flows through you, whatever you choose to believe it to be, or whatever you choose to call it, really, has  no bearing on what ‘It’ actually is. It’s Energy. Call it Angels, God/dess, Source, Universe, George, it doesn’t matter. There is no big, white, patriarchal god watching your every move, making his list and checking it twice, oops, sorry, that’s the other white guy. There is no father god figure that passes judgement, gets jealous, thinks you’re a sinner that needs saving even though, supposedly, he created you. It’s described as some pissed off old white guy that you hope may some day find mercy and blessings for you. That’s not only bizarre but complicated, too. With all the dogma out there, all religions claiming their supremacy, it’s a little tricky maneuvering through what is actually true.
Here’s what I know, not just believe, but know…..the Energy of the Universe is not complicated, it’s not difficult, it’s not judgmental, it does not make you follow a dogma or make you feel guilty if you do not honor a set of rules. It does not save you. As a matter of fact, the Energy of the Universe is you.The energy is in every single one of your cells, it’s your soul. You are pure spiritual energy, encapsulated in a physical body so you can experience yourself as unlimited in a physical world. Now, doesn’t that sound like fun!? Doesn’t that sound downright simple and easy!? Of course it does, because the Universe is love, plain and simple, and so are you.
Society will not teach you this, that is your journey, your choice. You, through ego can make this god as big and nasty as you want him to be. You can make life as miserable as you choose. It’s your journey, it’s your despair or it’s your happiness. No one or nothing controls your life, it’s all you. When you change your thoughts your life will change. It’s energy, that is how it works. You can believe it or not but it’s energy, that’s how energy works, wow, I’m repeating myself! You can choose to not believe in gravity but if you jump off a building, Human, you’re going down…..believe it or not.
Geez, it really is that simple.
So what are you going to do, whine, moan, groan, complain and of course be offended? It is the in thing, everyone is looking for a reason to be offended. Well, this ought to get you thinking. I reside in the highest frequency available, which is love, joy, peace. Everything I ask for I get, everything I need comes to me, it’s not complicated, it’s the way life is supposed to be. The only difference between you and me is I know that is true and you do not. I am in constant awe of how quickly and efficiently the Universe responds creating synchronicity to put me in the right place at the right time to take care of whatever needs to be taken care of…….Seriously, the gifts of Spiritual Energy are love, joy, peace and when you reside there, the physical manifestation of that energy is prosperity, health and perfect divine self expression.
Geez, it really is that simple.
Okay, I admit there is ego and physical world shit to deal with. Seeing your world through ego, using just your physical eyes as truth, can be tricky to let go of. But let go of it you must!! You cannot reside in the highest frequency available with low self esteem, shame, guilt, anger, fear…..etc……you can’t. When you decide you’re ready, be prepared to have all your emotional baggage to be right in front of your face.  All negativity must be brought to the surface to be cleansed and  released. Yes, it sucks, yes, it’s uncomfortable, just quit whining, it’s a small price to pay for being unlimited……
“Now I understand. That which I chase runs from me, whether health, wealth, success or right relations. To be one with the Energy means to be still and become that which I seek, that which I already am and have in the completeness of my being. (love, joy, peace) Then everything I desire through my vision of an ideal life will literally chase me.” (health, prosperity, perfect divine self expression) John Randolph Price
Welcome to Earth, Spiritual Being!
For directions on understanding your journey, check out “8 Keys: A Special Delivery Message from the Angels”. The 8 Keys are the answer to everything!!! It’s pretty friggin’ simple!

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Magic Is Possible

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Magic is Possible!
Those of you who know me, know I go into hibernation mode in the winter. I love it! I can honestly say I have mastered the art of doing nothing. It is my time to contemplate my existence. I feel blessed to have this time (for we all must admit, time is always a gift!) for myself! I have manifested this lifestyle and, of course, the Universe responded! I am in awe of the process of believe, trust, detach, it always works. At the beginning of March I told Source, Angels, Universe, which ever you are more comfortable with, (because that Energy does not care what you call it) that I was ready to do some readings to get back to what I do after 2 plus months hibernating. Calls and emails came immediately, as per my request, of course. It’s all Energy and that’s how energy works. Thus, my constant awe!!!!
I just got back from Houston, and a big thank you to Chris and Ginger at Spirit Quest Center for allowing me to do classes and readings. I especially have to thank Joy from Miracles of Joy, for all her support and making each trip fun. For me, life in general is fun, if it wasn’t fun I would be doing something wrong. Which I learned, of course, from making things complicated, by over analyzing, being a victim, a self-righteous victim, of course, and thinking that in order to have what I truly desired, I would have to sacrifice myself. Now I know that what a person believes to be true, is their life. My knowing is life should be fun, simple and easy.(whew, lesson learned!) and of course, it is. I love my hibernation time and I love leaving home, playing dress up and doing what I do. I am in the flow where I know what I don’t want and focus on what I do want and the Universe responds and respects my boundaries. Again, it’s energy and that is how it works. I live that, it describes my life, I lack nothing,ever. Thank you, thank you, thank you, Universe.
The reason I bring this all up is because the weekend in Houston was amazing. Yes, they all are wonderful, but the people who showed up for readings and classes were sent by the Angels especially for what this weekend was about; Miracles. They were people with a spiritual background and ready to move into a higher frequency. They had never met me, or knew who I was, so they literally were guided by those wonderful Angels to spend the money to take my classes. They admitted to being stuck, and wanted to move forward.
It’s magical. I no longer get 20 to 30 people when I teach. Classes in the past few years have been small. The reason is, people have trouble stepping out of the box of what society teaches. Because in order for you to have the life filled with love, joy, and peace, which are the gifts of Spirit, you must step out of what you think you know to be true. It is time for each of you to take responsibility for your happiness. In other words, as I have said many times; time to deal with your own shit. Things like, why do you have so much self loathing, why is your life so fearful, what causes your anger? As if anger will take you to love, joy, and peace- not so much. What you send out is what you get back, it’s Energy!!!!! If you struggle, you are fighting ‘what is’.  ‘What is’ is energy trying to teach you something. In the frequency we have now the energy is extremely high. You may feel very agitated, that is common. The Universe always says yes when you ask for love, joy, peace, always …..always…. always!!!!! However in order for you to actually be able to receive love, joy and peace, you must deal with the issues of your ego belief that says you do not deserve, or be very afraid of black, gays, immigrants, or it’s ‘their fault you can’t have what you want’. In other words Human; your emotional shit is showing, and it’s got to go. That is what my classes were about getting past ego to see the world with spiritual eyes. It was fun, simple and easy. Yes, to the amazement of those in the classes, it was sooooo simple. I was in awe of how each person absorbed what was being said and the look in theirs eyes when they realized they too could be unlimited, really unlimited. Now that, my friend, brings love, joy, and peace. Which then manifests in the physical world as prosperity, health, and perfect divine self-expression.
If you are looking for ‘gods will’ in your life to be healed, saved, given patience or grace, you are looking through the eyes of ego. There is nothing outside of you that can save or fix you. It is not about ‘gods will’. Life is about understanding that your true connection to Source is your heart’s desire. Whatever brings you joy is divine. That is your connection!!!!! Let joy be your compass…….follow your heart………Each of you have an entourage of Angels willing and ready to create a path that is paved with gold. As soon as you say, ‘Show me my joy, Angels’, your entourage creates a path with synchronicity to make all that you want and need simple, easy and fun.
Some of you may not believe that. I know it, because I have been on the other side of things. I knew life sucked and so it did. I spent over half my life depressed, and in self-loathing. I get it. Now the methods I teach were given to me to do what I do. I know beyond any doubt this miracle stuff works and the Universe that I am connected to is unlimited and so am I. The only difference between you and me is, I know it to be true and so it is.
At 12 years old I connected with others in a Pentecostal church. It was my first experience with a god figure. At that young age I knew I had a calling to speak on behalf of ‘god’ or whatever it was. I never forgot that calling, even long after I left the church, and for the past 25 years I have honored my commitment by following through with teaching others on how to be empowered. That is my job to empower you, so you do not need me. It’s been a heck of a journey…..Please consider my book, that the Angels wrote, 8 Keys: A Special Delivery Message from The Angels. The 8 Keys is the answer to everything and it’s so simple and easy!!!!
Welcome to Earth, Spiritual Being.

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Your Fear and Limits are Self-Imposed!

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When I was in high school I was invited to go to church by my good friend. Her father was the pastor there. It was a very strict Pentecostal belief. It was actually my first experience with religion and in the beginning it was a positive experience for me. There were many rules to follow that made a person a valued member of the church. Then, of course, there were ‘the others’. The others consisted of those who didn’t come to church every Sunday, those who smoked, swore, listened to rock music and just generally did religion part time. I was and still am, OCD (compulsive, obsessive individual). Which for me, even before I completely understood the meaning, was more is better, give it all you got, or in other words, go overboard to follow the religion. Looking back, hindsight being 20/20, I really did not understand why the valued members had so much judgement for those who opted for religion part time. To me, at that young age and certainly new to religion, it was uncomfortable to witness the judgement and the constant bickering about what other people were doing, or not doing. Seriously, who is anyone to judge someone else. I was having a hard enough time trying to follow and fulfill all the rules and regulations to be a valued member, and of course to be good enough to get into heaven…. whew!!!! There was so much about god’s will, how it was so important to do god’s will. If there was some kind of barrier, some reason why you couldn’t do god’s will, then it must be the devil coming for your soul.The devil could wreak all kinds of havoc, so we who were the valued members must be ever on guard against evil. Geez, who thinks this stuff up…….It took me years to clear my obsessive path to find peace. But what I learned during those years in a religion gave me a foundation to work from. 
 
These days we hear more and more about different religions. What started out as a connection to our Source, turned into a bunch of rules and regulations, which you, may or may not be acceptable to belong as a valued member. So much of the stuff ‘they’ say you’re supposed to do, isn’t even covered in the spiritual books they hold so tightly too.  So what is that about?…….Well, friends, it’s about control. The more fear you have the more ‘the powers that be’ can control you. There is a much easier way to live life. There are books and books available about happiness and enlightenment. Teachers and speakers ready to charge you big bucks to hear the secret of how to have an amazing life. But it’s really not that complicated. We make it complicated by our own ego, which is constantly telling us we don’t deserve. The truth is simpler than you realize…….
 
You, my friend, are a spiritual being in a physical body. You are already special just for coming to Earth and taking on this life. You are connected to the most powerful energy in the Universe, and that energy supports you in what you choose to create. Everything in your life is part of your creation, and you are amazing at manifesting. You may not like what you have manifested. That is okay, because what you need to understand, that the stuff you do not like and the stuff that makes you uncomfortable, are your biggest lessons and blessings. If you can see through spiritual eyes what Source wants you to see, the actual ‘aha’ moment is in front of your face. It will remain in front of your face till you get the lesson. The good news is, you have the power and ability to change what is happening. Learn the lesson and start manifesting what you want by being in gratitude for what you have already learned. And there you have it…….simple and easy. 
 
Right about now, the ego pops in and tell you it’s a ‘bunch of bunk’. The ego does not want you to change, and this is where the fear gets real. Stepping outside the box of what you have created as your life, and detaching yourself from what you created yourself to be, so you could fit in, is the hardest thing you may ever do. Everyone wants to fit in, to be accepted, and wants to be liked. But that societal box is not for everyone,especially you who have been led to read this now. You’ve been wanting out ever since you can remember. That is the because you know who you are deep inside. The spiritual being, that you really are, is ready to come out and play. Welcome to Earth Spiritual Being! 
 
Enlightenment, which is what I’ve been speaking of, the actual acceptance of who you really are, is not an easy road, but so worth it! You see, gods will for you can only be measured by the joy in your heart. Whatever, makes your heart sing, whatever brings you bliss, is your direct connection to Source aka gods will. That’s actually how it works. So if you are a man and need to become a woman and that is your joy……manifest it, the Universe supports you. Maybe you want to live in the mountains, painting and that is your joy…..manifest it! The whole Universe supports what you do when you follow your joy!!!! That my friend, is energy and that is how energy works. Every time someone follows their heart and creates their joy, it raises the frequency for everyone. The Universe is on your side, deep down you know that, it’s why you showed up this time, so it would be simple and easy…….. And the Universe always does ‘simple and easy’.

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You Have A Choice…..

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“You have a choice as to what reality you will experience, for there is more than one door in consciousness.” ~~John Randolph Price
I grew up in the 50’s and 60’s. Looking back it seemed like a simpler time. I lived on a street that was all white people of different ethnic backgrounds. Each house was a little box and they all looked the same. The elementary school was right around the corner and we walked to school each day. The same crossing guard was there for 20 years. There were many children on our block and most of us played together. It seemed great. Then, my father left my mother and the dreaded label of ‘divorce’ came to my home. I was not viewed the same after that. The other things that happened in that simple little house, no one knew.  They didn’t know how devastated my mother was, or how she wanted to take her life, and how my sister and I begged her not to leave us. No one came to visit, no one offered support or help while my mother, who had never been on her own, was floundering. The whole ‘happy family’ scenario was so fragile, not just for us, but for many. To acknowledge us would mean they would have to acknowledge their own unhappiness.  Looking back, there was so much dysfunction in those little white houses, but most of the stories were never told. Emotions and issues were kept buried, it’s how things were done, we were told to be silent.  The children of the baby boomer generation did just that, as we were told, we buried our pain and insecurities deep within our ever messed up ego, we were programmed, and we became programmed adults.
I was the happiest girl in the world when I finally was able to leave for college. I believed I could do and be anything…..well, almost anything…..except that thing I really wanted to do and be. I was already told that was not possible. But I was enthusiastic about life, even though I was barely 18 and already told to settle……I just kept on going!!
Me and Bob Segar, “Like A Rock!”…..yeah…..
Stood there boldly
Sweatin’ in the sun
Felt like a million
Felt like number one
The height of summer
I’d never felt that strong
Like a rock!
Maybe some of you in blogland can relate. That amazing feeling of being able to make your own decisions and be in charge of your life. What I wasn’t prepared for was that the secrets of my childhood were so subtlety in charge of the decisions I was making. It wasn’t the real me, the adult me, the person ready for anything. I thought I had left all the ego shit behind, the fear, anger, the low self-esteem. I didn’t know, however, that was not possible. My mother and father taught me well. I took on their dysfunction and carried it like my own, till it became my own.
How to survive enlightenment??? That would make a good book…… The interesting thing, like in books and movies, enlightenment is a real thing. It comes in a variety of forms but it’s all centered around you looking within. You must let go of what you ‘think’ you know, which means all that stuff you were taught as a child. The school and  church propaganda, that’s gotta be put aside…..You really must let your personal opinion of yourself go also. As I say in my book, 8 Keys, “You will want to take what you think you know, or what you think you believe and put it aside for now. Pay particular attention to anything you read or hear that makes you angry or upset, or any part you want to skip because it makes you uncomfortable, that’s the most important stuff……Whatever has pushed your buttons is exactly the issue you need to work on!!!”
 If it were only that easy.You could just step outside of your ego and put aside all that ‘shit’, but that’s the hardest thing a human will ever do. So you play out your angry, fearful, blaming others, emotions, as the same issues in your life keep popping up and get more dramatic. Scenario after scenario which feels like you are replaying the movie “Groundhog Day’ over and over again. Actually you are, the Universe is trying to wake you up. It’s actually your angels responding to you over and over by putting in front of your face what you need to deal with. Because most of you won’t put aside what you think you know and believe, ego won’t let you. So you are miserable and in your misery you want relief from the pain, either physical or emotional. What a mess,and it’s all because you want to be happy. The funny thing about happiness, it’s not connected to hate, blame, how much money you have, who you’re in love with, and all the other things humans try to be ‘happy’.  Happiness is found within yourself when you accept that you are not perfect……….when you know you tried your best………when you quit blaming others and realize only you have the power to change your life.
GOOD NEWS! The world around you, which you have created, whether you choose to take responsibility or not, can be changed. The Universe always says,’YES’ when a human says they are ready to change. That’s when you must deal with your emotional baggage. That’s when you must go within and see if the beliefs you have been holding onto for dear life, are actually worth all that effort. So let me lay it out for you, you are not perfect……yes, you are neurotic,…..yes, you take things too seriously……….yes, you do not laugh enough……yes, you’re adulting way to hard, and you need to take a break. See, that’s not too bad……
Years ago, before most of you were born, there was a beautiful young woman. And as these stories always do, she met a very handsome man. Maybe she thought she was in love with him. But things got out of hand and the beautiful woman became pregnant. The handsome man vowed to do the right thing and they were married. The beautiful woman didn’t plan on this and was very unhappy. When the child, a beautiful girl, was born, the woman resented her life and the child even more. She could barely love the child, for it was the child she blamed for ruining her life. A few years later the woman bore a son, the apple of her eye, she lavished him with love and attention, while the daughter was still resented………
A fairy tale, not so much, it lacks, among other things, the happy ending. You see, my mother was the baby shamefully conceived out of wedlock. My mother spent her life trying to get her mother to love her. While at the same time sexually abused by her father ……which her mother resented……..geez…….I remember the day my mother cried and confessed to me the bits and pieces of this story. How she never felt good enough, how she was never loved by her mother. My mother died taking care of her sickly mother, my grandmother, who by the way, was a bitch. There are so many ways this story could have had a happy ending or been different. Instead of my grandmother blaming my mom for her lot in life, she should have forgiven herself. My grandmother could have taken responsibility for her decisions………but instead her ego just blamed others…..
You humans sure play victim well……..
Maybe you know someone like that, maybe it’s you. Maybe it’s time to let go of ego and just forgive yourself for being human…….or maybe forgive someone else…..
I miss my mom….sometimes when I look in the mirror, I see her face….and I know she is smiling because unlike my dysfunctional family, I chose to not go down the path of unhappiness, I chose to not make decisions from ego, I chose to have a voice and follow my heart. That I learned from my mother…….
I choose to be happy………..after all, it’s what I deserve, I am a Goddess!
And the Goddess always lives happily ever after….with her handsome God, of course!!

 

“My purpose on this planet today is to provide you with the insight, guidance, affirmation, and enlightenment through your Angels to live a completely joyous, prosperous, purposeful, peaceful, happy, balanced life. I offer the blueprint to change your life, resolve life-long conflicts, remove negatives, attract positives, and achieve health, wealth, joy, and abundance.” ~ Linda West