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Perhaps You Should Look In the Mirror!

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“I’m starting with the man in the mirror
I’m asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you want to make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself, and then make a change”
~ Michael Jackson
During my younger years; before I figured out how to be the real me, I was negative, and fearful, always worrying about things I had no control over. Added to all that, a dominant ego filled me with self loathing. I had put many survival mechanisms in place during my tumultuous, dysfunctional childhood. None of those survival mechanisms prepared me for a life of happiness, peace and joy. Those emotions are just not sustainable when you’re afraid of everything and hate yourself. But for years I faked it, sustaining myself through sheer willpower. I felt I was always climbing mountains. I believed nothing good would ever happen for me unless I forced it to happen. All the while my ego would tell me I didn’t deserve any happiness. And yes, I was exhausted, emotionally and physically.
Our society does not teach you how to sustain happiness. For many, the belief is that money will make you happy, or control, or food, or sex. Then you have the constant struggle to have more money, or more sex, or more dominance over others. I liken it to a bottomless pit that never gets full. I was there, looking outside of myself for happiness. I was longing for someone or something to fill that bottomless pit. When I finally met someone that actually loved me, I was astounded. I just kept thinking, ‘he’ll see the real me and know how worthless I am and he would leave’. There are so many of you out there that feel the need and obsess for more……The real fact is nothing outside of you, whether a person or thing, can make you happy. No matter how much more you get, it will never be enough. Under those circumstances you will always be powerless, which creates more self loathing.
If you live in ‘the box’ with all the other ‘sheep’, then society and the powers that be can offer you anything and you will do as you are told. As long as for a minute, it makes the unhappiness go away. You can put your energy into hating people, yes, everyone is different,  there are so many people to hate. There is so much unhealthy, nasty ass food to eat, that creates addiction and keeps you filling the hole of your self loathing with more nasty ass food!!! There are drugs, alcohol, fast driving, or purchasing more and more stuff. The list goes on and on. This is what society actually wants you to do. Because, the more unhappy and unhealthy, the more in debt you are, the more you hate, the more ‘They” can control you. Welcome to Earth.
I have been there. I have been where you are and I will never go back. There is a way out of the constant longing, the hatred of self and others, the unhappiness. The  Angels, the Higher Self, the Universe, whatever you decide to call the energy of Source, has got you backed into a corner. You are unhappy, maybe miserable and none of the usual survival mechanisms will work any more. It is Divine. It is time to let go of what is not working and start the process of seeing yourself fully, the good, the bad and the ugly. I can remember how painful that process was, but once you send out that cry for help, the whole Universe supports what you need and do. I had always felt responsible for the behavior of my parents, the constant sexual and emotional abuse. I was sure it was my fault. Yes, 6 yrs old, and it was my fault. I must have been so bad to have them, the people who were supposed to love me, treat me that way. As I moved forward on my journey and learned what my parents did was not my fault, I was able to find love for myself. Of course the journey was much more complicated than that.The ego has had control for so long, trying to protect you, it can be disconcerting to tear away from old belief systems to embrace your power as a spiritual person. But it does work, and for myself, to look into the mirror and embrace the good, the bad, and the ugly about myself, was quite empowering.
I have no expectations that this little blog, at this moment will change your life. Only you can do that. I am hoping that this can light a spark, so you will realize that change can take place and you have the power to do that. My journey in my own healing led me to teaching and healing others. I was told when I started, after leaving a corporate job that my purpose was to empower people, my purpose is to empower you. Empowerment, happiness, joy, and peace, are created when you love yourself enough to know that is what you deserve. When you send out the energy to heal, you will be guided on how to do that. I have my book “8 Keys: A Special Delivery from the Angels”, which is a spiritual journey and the 8 keys are the answer to everything. Your Ego will make this complicated and tell you it can’t be done. That’s what ego does. Follow your heart. The beauty of this journey is, that you have so much help. I live a life of miracles and gratitude. Whatever I need and want comes to me. I am loved and adored by the same person I met so many years ago. Instead of leaving me when he found out who I really am, he stayed. We have happiness and life is truly an adventure.
You are a spiritual being, who decided to take on a physical body to experience life on Earth…..make it the adventure it was meant to be, step into your power!
“True healing begins with self- acceptance. You must embrace yourself, rejoice in who you are and magnify it to the highest degree!”
~ Alan Cohen

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Somebody Tell Me What To Do!

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When I was in my 20’s, a long time ago, I worked as a physicians assistant.  At that time in my life I struggled with asthma.  It was convenient for me to work for a doctor so I could get my meds. I was on 3 different asthma medications, plus a handy dandy inhaler and building up a tolerance to them. Consequently then the doctor would give me more of the drugs. Well, that really sucked. I decided to pursue a more natural way to not just control the asthma but heal it completely- to cure it! Why not? I don’t believe the care I was getting was to cure it, just keep my symptoms under control with drugs. So in all my innocence and without internet, I went into a health food store and actually bought some books on health. I read them all. I was a woman with a mission. I learned how amazing the body is, and that given the right nutrients, my body could heal itself. I also learned that my massive sugar consumption, was leading me to hypoglycemia and that was connected to the asthma ….which would eventually lead to diabetes. Funny how once you know it, you can’t unknow it. You can choose to ignore the information as so many of you do, but this seemed to me to be pretty important. So I changed, I got off of sugar, took my supplements, especially Vit A and Vit C, in large amounts. I got off all meds and cured my asthma.
Years later I had a growth on my thyroid. Because I had insurance through my work, I decided to have it checked out. All the usual tests were done and here is what I was told, doctor number one, we can biopsy your thyroid to see if it is cancer and go from there. I did not do that. Then after some more tests came back, I had a different doctor and he wanted to remove my thyroid and put me on synthetic hormones for the rest of my life. Okay, I did not do that either. My last appointment to that clinic was with doctor number 3. He stated his wife had something similar and if it didn’t grow I shouldn’t mess with it. Well, that’s all I needed to hear. I walked away completely disillusioned with doctors practicing medicine. I decided to take care of this myself, as I do.  In the end what I needed was iodine. The thyroid enlarges because it is trying to absorb more iodine from the body, a pharmacist friend told me this. I got iodine 50 mg a day and within 4 months the growth was gone. It was a goiter, I needed iodine and not one doctor knew to tell me that. The fact that I decided never to go to a doctor again was validated…..again. This is my journey, I am not telling you to give up doctors, that’s a decision only you can make for yourself.
I am sharing this to make you think. Are you being a good sheep and following what you are told? Or do you have a healthy skepticism? Who or what is controlling you? Often times I think about, what if I didn’t make those decisions for health, I know my life would be completely different. I cannot say for sure it was angels guiding me to step out of the box, follow my own heart, do things completely different than the masses, but that sounds good. After I decided to never go to a doctor again, I talked to my angels and said ‘let me know what I need to do along the way to stay youthful and healthy.’ Now, over 25 years later, it worked. No doctors, no medications, just healthy food and supplements. This year I’ll be 65…..nothing about how I live is the way society says.
So in writing this, it brings to mind the fact that you, human, like to idol worship. Whether it’s a sports star, a religious speaker, a politician, your doctor, you want to think that they are more wonderful that you. You give people money for mega churches while the pastor lives in a mansion and you hang on to every word like its actual truth. Same thing with your politicians, blind following, idol worship and they get rich. When I was beginning my spiritual journey, Doreen Virtue was a leader in spirituality. I took classes from her. The teaching was great and what I needed to move forward. I know she helped so many people. At the 2 classes I went to the same people sat in the front row. I was told many of them just go to every class to see her. Idol worship. Well, a few years ago, Doreen denounced her whole belief system. She said what she had done was wrong and was now in church and had been saved. People were in a tizzy, what would they do now? Should they renounce what she taught them and follow her????? Seriously, people were willing to give up the ways they were doing things because of an opinion of their Idol. Well, no surprise, if you are old enough to remember Jim Jones and his followers, who drank the Kool-Aid so they could die with their leader. They killed themselves and their children because of Idol worship. Jim Jones told them what to too. It seems that you and others have learned nothing from history, because Idol worship is still rampant.
Whether it’s medication, drugs from big pharma, (who by the way makes a profit every time you purchase your drugs) which you willingly take, not even knowing if you actually need them or not….. Or money to your church or politician…….Have you ever thought that you might be being duped? 
Do you really think some chemical will ever heal you? Think people! In the end it is always the body which actually heals or cures itself. The body must be able to do what it does.
If there is really a god that hates LGBTQ people, why would you want that god in your life. You are a spiritual being in a physical body, why would you believe some guy who wants your money, telling you who you must hate. You are created with a connection to the Universe and given the opportunity, you can heal, flourish with love, joy, peace. Idol worship is ego, and laziness, you want someone else to do the work for you, you continue to give your power and money away to people who don’t deserve it. In order to really heal, and have a joyful, peaceful life you must find it within yourself. You are the commander of your Universe, not some fake person who requires your worship and demands you follow them.
We are in a time to wake the fu*k up!  WE are allowing ourselves to be controlled……freedom comes when you know your own heart and mind!
My journey is in my book, the 8 Keys: A Special Delivery message from the Angels……….the 8 keys are the answer to everything, it’s really simple and easy only your ego makes life complicated.
Believe….Trust….Detach….Love….Humility….Forgiveness….Gratitude….Connection….
Welcome to Earth Spiritual Being, time to find your own power!

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2019 Another Day On the Calendar?

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 “As soon as you are born, they make you feel small.” ~ John Lennon
As another new year presents itself to you. It sets you up for a new beginning, a new way of doing things. You can be inspired now, as if a date on the calendar really, changes anything. But, you are a continually hopeful human and maybe the resolutions can somehow, this time, actually work. Perhaps you want to change your body size……or maybe change to a more prosperous job…….perhaps this year you want to find love…….is this the year to eat healthier….???? Welcome to 2019 human.
None of the changes mentioned above can happen if you only focus on outside circumstances. Change is all an inside job. If you remain the person you were and always have been, nothing can change, you will continue to get what you’ve always gotten. So this time give yourself a chance to actually make a difference. Decide to start this year with one commitment, just one, to love yourself. Not just love yourself but to see yourself clearly, all the good, bad and ugly. See the stuff you don’t want to see, admit you are not perfect, and accept yourself. It’s really okay not to battle yourself anymore. You are amazing, unique, with a set of experiences under your belt, that make you, YOU! How can you not love yourself, you are perfection in your imperfection. The magic of the Universe is the more you love yourself, the more you will attract things to you that support that love.
So let’s look at this……if you want to loose weight but look in the mirror and hate yourself for who you have become, you will not be able to make the positive change. What you send out is what you get back. Being disgusted with yourself, ashamed and angry for the way you look, will not get the body you want. However, if you can look in the mirror and bless this amazing physical body that you have had for this lifetime and be in gratitude for your journey and how it has kept you going under some very adverse conditions…..Well, that positive energy can change things. There is your inside job.
If you want a better job, you must quit feeling like you must settle. Again, inside you feel like you don’t deserve, or your not good enough, or you are just afraid. It’s because you do not like you or who you have become. The Universe can only give you what you think you deserve and what you are willing to receive. Ego will keep getting in your way. You have to change your thoughts and see yourself for the creative, amazing person that you are. If you don’t see it in yourself, neither will anyone or anything else. It’s all an inside job. Know what you deserve and the Universe will serve it to you.
If you are looking for love, you cannot remain in self loathing. You will attract to you someone who feels the same way about you that you do. That’s why every person you hook up with ends up a loser, because you do not see your value. In order to have a real loving relationship, you must love and adore yourself first. You must be able to receive love and know that you deserve to be loved and adored, and anyone would be blessed and lucky to have you. Anything less than that, would be a waste of your valuable energy. A high frequency, low ego partner is out there for you, but you will miss it all until you change how you feel about you. This is an inside job…….you get what you deserve based on your consciousness.
If you want to eat well to get healthy, feeding yourself must be an act of love, otherwise you will end of punishing your miserable self with junk food. It can be no other way, love will change you inside and out. The more you love you, the easier the journey to health. You should be the most important person in your life, you will than have the health and energy to take care of all the other things that are important to you.
I could go on but I think you get the point, nothing will change until you do. You are the commander of your life, so where do you want to go, who do you want to be? Make a decision to love you and the whole Universe supports what you do in that effort. Is it easy? Sometimes, other times it’s the hardest thing you’ll ever do, because you are in a battle with your ego. Ego does not want to change, ego wants to remain in charge….but ego is also sick and tired of always trying to control everything. You know that because you are sick and tired. Time for a change. You are connected to the most powerful energy in the Universe and when you say ‘yes’, that power is unleased on your behalf. I know this stuff is true, because I have been there done that, I know the pain of change but I also know the joy of letting go, and loving who I am. Its all in my book, “8 Keys: A Special Delivery Message from the Angels.” Change you thoughts and you change your life. No one can do it for you, your choice, your job.
Welcome to Earth Spiritual Being!

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One More Year, So Many Lessons!

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“Life is a great big canvas……throw on it all the paint you can!” ~Danny Kaye

I always look forward to December and January. It is my hibernation time. I look forward to doing nothing, contemplating my existence, and going over what I learned this past year. I no longer do “Christmas” for no other reason than my life is just so good everyday. I have stepped into the magical energy of peace and love that so many look forward to at Christmas and have manifested it in my life on a day to day basis. This is no reflection on how you and your loved ones choose to spend the holidays. Life is always about choice and my choice in no way diminishes anyone else’s. So enjoy and may your holidays bring you love, peace and memories to cherish.

I experienced so many internal changes this year. I am still digesting the lessons that were brought my way. I expanded upon my knowledge that you really are what you eat. I have made some drastic changes in my diet. I have always eaten well, however, I found living at the highest frequency available, which I have talked about through the year and have incorporated into my classes, pure food becomes even more important. The more real pure food you take in, the easier it is for your body to create newer, stronger cells on a daily basis. This means you can actually youth instead of age. On the other side of that coin, it also creates an environment in the body to detox the junk that does not serve you, in other words clean the shit out!

For many of you moving up the frequency ladder it is usually the emotions that need to detox. Your life journey of fear, low self esteem, and other insecurities that creep up. This is the energy that no longer serves you in the higher frequency and needs to be released. In all my readings and teachings wherever I may be, I always have the Angels send to me the people who need what I have to give. I have been blessed with the knowledge through the journey up the frequency ladder, on how to release the lower emotions that need to go. I have also been blessed to have been given an easy way for us to do it. The Universe is always about simple and easy, and so am I! It is only the ego that makes things complicated. Boy, have I said that a lot this year. Remember if your life is complicated it is because you are struggling against what is and what your Angels are trying to tell you. The signs and signals are always there. When I give a reading many of you say, “I knew that”……Of course, but you struggled against ‘that’ instead of allowing yourself to make the changes you needed. For those moving up the frequency ladder and facing the emotions of the good, bad and ugly about yourself, it’s time to accept yourself and quit the struggle. If you need help you can email me……I just know stuff, it worked for me and it will work for you.

The higher you get on the frequency ladder and the more emotional shit you release by accepting yourself, the next step is the physical release. I actually found my emotional baggage cleared and I know my karma is done. I was feeling that I was ‘all that’! “Look at me I cleared my emotional baggage”…..Ah, ego, gets you coming and going. Well, this year I reside at the highest level available, which is love, joy, peace, prosperity, health and perfect divine self-expression. I manifested this and the Universe always responds with a resounding ‘yes’! The next step for me was clear out old viruses from the deepest rooted emotional stress from this life and, or past life. Oh, sure, who knew!!!! Geez! I will not go into the total details of what my physical body went through this year. Let me just stress, it was a hell of a ride. I have never been in so much pain. At its peak it felt like there was a hole in my back, leaking out this old black dark energy. I sensed this was a very old past life energy, finally after all these lifetimes I was able to release. An old virus grabbed a hold of my muscles and moved around. One morning early on, I was whining about the pain and the Angels clearly stated….”Quit whining, get used to it, it will take awhile to release it all.” Okay, so I went to workout, as I do, no more whining. Well, the information was correct, I final released the virus 2 months later. What a journey of self love and wow, it is amazing how much mucus it takes to get rid of that old shit!!!! Later this year I knew it wasn’t over  and I am going through what I would call phase 2 release. Not as bad as the phase 1, thankfully. This part was for this lifetime, in the middle of the night dream, I, as I am now showed up in my bedroom when I was a child. I must have been 6 or so. My eyes were crusted with dry mucus and closed shut ( a memory I actually have). I, as the adult asked the child, ‘What don’t you want to see?’…….She did not answer but I felt like she didn’t want to see any of it. I had a very abusive childhood and I took her hand and we walked out of that life together, it was done. It’s interesting, my eyes suffered most of the irritation as the infection made its way to my sinuses and nose. I’m at the tail end of this now. I understand so much more of how our mental, emotional, spiritual and physical bodies work and how clearing on all these levels makes you healthy and whole.

Some of you may not understand anything I’m talking about. But, if you were compelled to read this your journey may take you on these paths. So tuck the information away for when you may need it. Of course, if you need help, you can email me.

I am sure there is more to learn, but the biggest, most profound lesson for this year is to honor the ebb and flow of energy. I have learned not to struggle against what is, now I just need to remember that. As if struggling ever fixed anything. The Universe has got my back and you need to ‘know’ It has your back also!!!!

Happy Holidays and all that entails for you!!!! Many Blessings!


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So This Is Who We Are?

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I can’t remember a time in my life when I have worried about politics as much as I do now. Many times in the past year I have been awakened in the middle of the night  in fear. I am not a fearful person. When this comes over me, I release the fear and send love to our country. Then some other horrendous, hateful thing will happen, so I do it again and again…..it’s a constant barrage of negativity. I have resisted as much as I can to make any blog political, but I’m diving in. So if any of you are offended, so be it, don’t complain to me, seriously, I am not interested. As of the writing of this, a journalist who resided in the United States was dismembered and tortured by the Saudi’s and our puny man in the White House, sided with the Saudi’s. Now, as of yesterday, many known Democrats have been threatened by bombs being mailed to them. The person who plays president in the White House blames journalists and media. The rhetoric of hate, anger and disrespect to women, black, brown, Asian, Indian, LGBTQ people of this country is almost more than my heart can bear. I am shocked that so many of you not only go along with this rhetoric but you think it is okay.  Even more of you actually promote the ideas of this soulless, narcissistic man. Seriously, you think it’s right to take children from their mothers and put them in prison camps. They came looking for help and you have let your fear and low self esteem make you hateful and cruel. You are all so predictable and that man knows this. I am ashamed of you, and disappointed.  Quoting Jim Carey, “Today they tried to murder 2 presidents, as well as public servants and journalists. Make no mistake these terrorists were encouraged and emboldened by the hate speech of, D Trump. If you can’t see the clear menace of this man’s influence, by now you are a part of it.”
If I believed in the devil, which I do not,( it really is Ego) I would say he resides in the White House. So is this who we are, people who are cruel, afraid of everything, lacking love or compassion, chasing after winning and money?……..No, I do not believe this is you or me. What can you do?
The transition to this gunky, negative energy, needed to happen in this country and other countries. We are actually dealing with people, who, for some need to transform in this life. For other people, they are here to transform us, by insulting our souls. Hopefully we will find what we don’t want to be, and move toward the spiritual beings that we really are. Spirituality isn’t just sprinkling magic fairy dust, love and light to everyone……it is an opportunity to speak truth and bring our own feelings into the light. There is no need to be violent, but you know that, and no need to argue with anyone, and you know that too, but there is a need to allow yourself to feel the pain in your heart, so you can release those emotions. Validating yourself and how you feel leads to you being empowered. This rise of energy is a clearing away of the façade. It brings to the surface the fears people have and their insecurities. Those who are manipulators and power mongers, know this about you. They know how to press the button of fear and get you and others to follow and stay in the box. Which explains why so many people idol worship these manipulators and vote for them against their own interest. Fear is our biggest motivator. At the core of all negative emotion is fear. The more you are in fear the easier you are to control. Look at the current religious groups, even they have dumped the love of Christ for fear, hate, and control. I mean really, your religion, your god hates LGBTQ people. Your religion, your god, doesn’t think I should have birth control, or sex for fun…..WHAT????? No wonder so many of you are miserable.
So here you are. You volunteered to be here at this time, to be a part of this change and this change needed to happen. The question is what are you going to do with this? If you’re reading this, you are most likely crawling to get outside the box, or already there. Love yourself. I say it over and over and over. Love the good, bad and ugly, about yourself. You are on a powerful journey to become self-aware. Just by allowing yourself to be Yourself, raises your frequency, and the world around you. The goal is to live at the highest frequency available, where you are bathed in love, joy, peace, prosperity and health….with perfect divine self expression. I live there, and I know when I wake up in the middle of the night with fear and I release it, and send love and wisdom to those out there, I am doing my part. You may be compelled to do something else. Make no mistake this energy has woken a sleeping dragon. Many of you have been compelled to run for office or help others to run. Something you most likely never thought you would do. Good for you. You’re miserable, and seek help to release the misery or heal your body, because you can no longer insult your soul. Good for you. The Universe will open that path for you. The whole Universe supports what you do when you honor yourself. You can’t lose….you may slip and fall, ego is like that, but keep asking for wisdom and understanding. The Love will lift you up!
A last bit of wisdom from my dear fellow lightworker, Andrew Bassano Brewer, “the moral of this particular story is that pretending something is love and light and unicorn magical is not really helping things……. and if, to take a slice of real life and thrust it, gentle reader, into our story…….you see things that you feel need to be brought to light — because you feel, truthfully within your heart ……………..trust yourself, act with compassion, speak from your heart, don’t be passive, stand up, speak your TRUTH………..as to those love and light voices telling you to keep quiet, send them love at the end of your middle finger. “
Welcome to Earth, Spiritual Being!!!!!

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“I Read the News Today, Oh Boy!”

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What does it take for you to be happy? For more than half my life it was outside circumstances that seemed to give me reasons to be happy or not. Of course, if you follow that rule your life will always be a merry-go-round that you can’t get off. I allowed myself to be at the mercy of other people’s opinions and circumstances. It started in childhood, of course, as all those little nuances do. My mother was a very powerful energy, unfortunately it could be very negative energy. She controlled the household and her children with an iron fist. So, for me, it took away the opportunity to make even the simplest decisions for my young life, because she made them for me. By the time I was an adult, and excited about being on my own, I had no wisdom on how to make decisions. So I tripped and fell, a lot. With each fall came a little wisdom. Following others and their opinions never seemed to work very well, over time I had to see the world in a different way, my way. Whether that was right or wrong was all a part of the journey.
People are not all your friends or your enemies. They are just people. Some are meant to cross your path to trip you up, or just breeze through your life for a short period of time to make chaos or love. It’s the journey. In the 8 Keys I wrote…..”Somebody is going to come into your life and they are going to be the bad guy. Someone is going to step into your life, they are going to look you in the eye, and you’re not going to like what you see. Somebody is going to step in and make you feel small and  bad. These people, who make you feel miserable, who make you feel that your life is a failure, are your angels!”……Get used to it, folks, because you are a magnet and attract to you what you need to see about yourself. These angels put in front of you exactly what you need to deal with. You know, all those things you would just as soon not face about who you are. No one really has the power to make you miserable. You choose to be miserable, because of your refusal to be honest with yourself. Your journey is set up with options for you before you come into this incarnation. All these things are based on what you need to learn in this lifetime. The meaning of life is to gain that spiritual understanding that everything is an inside job, including your happiness, and only you can fix anything.
If you are one of those who allow your happiness to be based on what’s happening out there, you must be having a fearful, miserable time. The planet itself is going through change that is about bringing the darkness into the light. We are facing serious issues in government, religion, teaching, etc…..All these things being put in front of our faces, individually, as a community, as a country, as a planet, are here to move us into a higher frequency of love. But we must get rid of the shit first. Many refuse to look within their own hearts, only to blame other people for their lot in life. Welcome to the giant soap opera or even worse, your very own reality show. It’s time to take a look in the mirror, my friend, and look yourself in the eyes and say to yourself, “I love you.” But unfortunately most of you never do that, you never really see yourself, never really honor yourself, never really love yourself. You can’t because you hate who you are and instead of looking within you look outside yourself into your own reality show trying to prove you are right. I have seen your posts and tweets, you’re all whipped into a frenzy because someone doesn’t agree with you, geez!!! Is this the way you want to live this very short, wonderful, fun life, whipped into a frenzy of self-loathing??? Haven’t you had enough drama and trauma????
So here you are, somehow you have been guided here to read this. Maybe the angels touched a nerve or maybe you are just tired. High drama is exhausting. Now it’s time to ask your angels to show you your joy. Now it’s time to look into the mirror, look yourself in the eyes and see all the good, bad and ugly about yourself. Embrace what you see and say , ‘I love you!’. Yes, you may choke on those words but the more you connect with the energy of love, the more you break down the barriers to having happiness. We are all neurotic, OCD, obsessed, ego driven and so many other things….but we are also each spiritual beings connected to the Universe, the most powerful energy of love. What are you waiting for, seriously, it is that simple. It is only you and your ego that makes it complicated.
Good luck, Human, and welcome to Earth.

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Still In The Box?

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One of my mother’s favorite lines, and your mother may have said the same, “Just because one of your friends jumps off a cliff, are you going to follow them?” Of course not, geez. Back then I may not have understood the message as clearly as I do now. Mom didn’t want me to be a follower. She wanted me to make my own decisions. Even though she was not so good with decisions she made, I know she wanted better for me. It has taken me most of my life to clearly see how those words sank into my brain and my heart. I have made decisions along the way based on never wanting to be like anyone else. I couldn’t see why I couldn’t have what I really wanted. So clearly, I just plowed forward, even if other people didn’t get it or told me I was foolish. Thank you, Mom, I love you so. I also remember her telling me not to be second best to anyone. So I don’t. I do not allow people to have power over me. I follow my own spiritual intuition…….as it is meant to be and we all should.

Throughout history people have been in cults, groups, religious organizations, just so they can feel like they belong to something. I have never understood the need to worship a person, god or organization. Yet so many of you do. In my own teachings there were a few people who just wanted to be ‘following’ me. It gives me, still today, the creeps. I cannot understand idol worship. Yet it happens all the time. Do what you are told and stay within the confines of the belief system. Yuck! Dictators like to be worshiped, politicians like people to think they are special, preachers, doctors, etc…….The worship comes from your idea that the person deserves your worship, because they are better, smarter, more intelligent than you. When you worship that person other people will think you are cool and then they want to be around you. Of course each cult has their rules and regulations, check out those religions! Some of the rules they make up, as they go along. And you as a follower just accept it all. It happens everyday and you just go along. I could make a list of how you are a follower, but if you are in the box, a part of some sheep herd, you will probably not recognize it. Do you think that in the end some of the people of Jonestown, might have been thinking that just maybe following Jim Jones wasn’t such a great idea, but they drank the Kool-Aid anyway.

Each of us is connected to the most powerful energy in the Universe. If you read my blogs you have heard this over and over and over again. Am I getting through yet. Stuff is not just given to me or your doctor or preacher, we are all intuitive. And if your doctor or preacher is spouting out stuff that you must do, how do you know he or she is not in ego. How about that politician, is that person negative or is it about what’s best for everybody? There are some very specific ways to tell if what you are being told or what you are following is right for you. However, you must be willing to open your eyes, you must be willing to see things clearly. If what someone tells you makes you sick to your stomach, if it makes your heart cringe, if the drugs the doctor gives you makes you choke……..you need to pay attention. Is the information about hating someone or empowering you? Are you feeling good about turning your power over to that person or would you rather not go there but you’re too scared to step away? How about decisions you’re making, do you keep hitting a brick wall, is nothing working for you based on what you know? Well I know this for sure, the headache you have is not from the wall but your incessant need to pound your head against it. Because ‘they’ told you this is how it should work and you just keep following along. They are all full of shit, but they keep spouting the same shit and you keep following and ‘ta-da’ they have you in their control. Because if what your doing doesn’t work, it’s most certainly your fault, according to them. They keep you feeling bad about yourself and you are forever a victim. Want some of that Kool-Aid?

The reason you are not taught from the beginning to be empowered is because ‘they’ cannot control an empowered individual. When you are empowered you strip away the need to be punished, you get rid of victimhood, martyrdom, and self sacrifice. You can have anything you want. I mean anything……yeah, that’s what believers say, but when your self awareness says, this is good, I feel free, I am blessed, I have gratitude, you know you’ve got this. The world is a wonderful place. Welcome to Earth, Spiritual Being!!

It doesn’t seem that long ago when I cried out at my corporate office desk, “There must be more to life than this.” I had no idea what being unlimited meant. Even years later as my spiritual journey progressed, I thought I was unlimited, but not so. Because our world, where ego reigns supreme especially in religions, you have no clue what being empowered or unlimited actually means. However, I kept pursuing expecting more from the Universe, health, wealth, happiness, joy. The more I expected the more came my way, the less I struggled, the easier life became. Answers came to me in a simple easy way, no longer complicated by the over controlling ego. The more I let go, the simpler and easier life became. I do not need a doctor,(gave them up over 25 yrs ago) to tell me about my health, I have intuition. When I need money, I just say, ‘send me money’, and money which is just energy shows up!. And each day, gratitude, gratitude, gratitude, this stuff really works…….what you send out is what you get back. I’ve got this now, you should try it. Life was meant to be simple and easy, and you deserve this. You deserve to be you, the person you want to be, the person that is in joy. It’s a lot more fun than sheep ever experience.


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Life Is A Gift!

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Recently my 2 1/2 yr old refrigerator went out. All the lights work, I can still get water but it doesn’t get cold anymore. We bought our refrigerator at Sears, a Kenmore Elite. Our refrigerator before this one was a Kenmore from Sears, it lasted 20 yrs before the compressor went out. I was particularly pissed at this situation for a couple of reasons, the most obvious was vegetables, 75% of what I eat is vegetables of every kind. This Elite refrigerator controlled the humidity and vegetables lasted longer. I had just gone to the store,  I got to watch as my veggies slowly started to rot away. The next reason, when we called Sears, on a Saturday, the only thing they asked us was if we bought an extended warranty, which we did not. It was a $2800 refrigerator, shouldn’t it last? The Sears employee said they couldn’t help us if we did not have the extended warranty. Let me make this long story short, it took a random repair man to tell us our compressor was under warranty for 10 yrs. We then called Sears the ‘Customer Care’ division, I use that term loosely because in all reality they didn’t care at all. We had to have our problem diagnosed by a authorized Sears repairman to get the warranty, which would take 11 days to get an appointment for just a diagnoses. In the end, the compressor and 2 other components that were affected were under warranty but had to be ordered and it would take another 2 weeks to get an appointment for repair. In speaking to the very nice good looking young repairman, he travels from Sedona to New Mexico and replaces compressors all day long. He’s the only Sears authorized repairman for hundreds of miles.. He also said the good news is the new compressor will be a much better unit than the original one that was in my Elite refrigerator.
There is more to this story and as I write this my refrigerator is still not fixed.  I decided to make my voice heard. I made my way up the customer service ladder, to the supervisor of the supervisor, and up. When I got to the man at the end, he said the only thing left to do is write letter to Sears corporate office, where it will promptly be thrown away. My anger was done then. So I invoked the power of manifestation, Angels, Universe, etc……Fix this, I need a refrigerator. Magically a person who works for my husband just got a new refrigerator and had their perfectly running old one, which they were willing to give to us. I got my veggies in a nice cool place and life goes on as we wait for corporate Sears to respond.
It didn’t turn out the way I wanted, and I admit I am spoiled. I was given what I needed and in the end it will not cost me for my refrigerator repair. As I always say, all is well, even if you can’t see the whole picture at first. The Universe is constantly responding to you based on your thoughts and feelings. Unexpected things happen, life is still life and shit happens. How you respond to that shit is up to you. What most people don’t realize is the power they have to create whether good or bad. Your thoughts are sent out by you and those thoughts create your life experience. Which means your negative thoughts go out and create more negativity, and more and more. These are the people that whine the most about how unfair life is and how it’s someone else’s fault that their life sucks. Even though you or they are really making the life you live in. As a Human who is connected to the most powerful energy in the Universe, you’re in charge. You are powerful beyond belief and most of you have no idea what I’m talking about. Your super power is the ability to create with your thoughts, you can poo poo that or take charge and start creating like the spiritual being you are. Create by focusing on what you do want and loving yourself, instead of what you don’t want and whine about how awful your life is.
Like many of you, my parents were incredibly dysfunctional and their dysfunctional lives brought them together to create their own dysfunctional family. We souls on the other side choose what family to be born into, we pick our parents, the time, the astrological alignment, and circumstances. I picked my parents. They both had their issues and lived unhappy, miserable lives never really understanding their power to change things. They left their mark on me. It took me half my life to get out of the captive place of victim I held myself in. They have both passed on, without self love or self forgiveness. They never knew what peace, love, joy was all about, only the struggle of everyday life. I made a conscious choice not to live like that. I chose to forgive them, and forgive myself so I could love myself. The story is in my book, 8 Keys: A Special Delivery Message from the Angels  I am who I am, because of who they were, only I chose to live life in love something they never knew. What is your choice? Be like others before you and live in self loathing and misery? Or perhaps you’d like some of the love, joy, peace, which are the gifts of Spirit and that leads to health and prosperity? Gee, tough decision, NOT!!  Change your thoughts and you change your life…..It really is that simple.
There have been  many changes in the world in my lifetime. It must be that way, because change is the only constant in the Universe. You can no longer buy a refrigerator or any other appliance and expect it will last 30 yrs. Corporations squeeze every last penny out of you and all their employees for the benefits of stockholders. Hate is in and evidently the cool thing to do. It’s okay to take babies away from their mothers, I am appalled at how many of you actually think that is okay. A person begging for asylum is kicked around and punished by a country that calls itself Christian. Women’s healthcare and birth control is actually being questioned and the white male patriarchs are saying we shouldn’t have it. Religion makes you bad unless it’s Christianity which from what I see is all about dominance, control, power, and let’s not forget the money. Your healthcare is about keeping you sick so the for profit hospitals, doctors and of course pharmaceutical companies can make money. There is no money in you being healthy. I could go on but the point is all the shit is rising to the surface. I am noticing many people have a lack of love and empathy for others, with many excuses to be cruel and heartless. Many other souls showed up to be here in this cycle of life to play their role on the world spiritual stage. They came and are sacrificing to make an impact on you. It is up to each of you to go inward, something most people do not want to do, obviously. Go inward to find out who you really are. Go inward to find your center of right and wrong. Not based on what the physical world tells you to feel or what your political party tells you or what your religious leader tells you, but on what you feel as a spiritual being. The more of you that find the light and embrace the love the sooner we can clear this negativity. I would like to see that in my lifetime also……Welcome to Earth, Spiritual Being!

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Wisdom is Within You!

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“Go to your bosom, knock there and ask your heart what it doth know.”  ~~William Shakespeare
By the time this blog/newsletter comes out, it will be my birthday, again. Funny how that keeps happening. I am now 64 yrs old, with that old Beatles song running through my head. Last year to prove a point I posted 2 pictures of myself in my bikini. Thank you all for the wonderful response. I am a little slimmer now than last year, and I think a bit more healthy. I have finally discovered what my body needs and wants in the way of food and nutrition. As every woman knows after menopause weight gain is inevitable, it takes a lot to boost  the metabolism to counteract that. I know what to do now for me. I am officially high maintenance and have been for years, and it is worth every moment of extra effort. You see this is where the rubber meets the road. This is where all the extra work of cutting up organic vegetables, getting up early to make that organic smoothie, taking my supplements that boost my immune system, working out for an hour everyday, comes into play. It is why I look like I’m in my early 40’s instead of early 60’s. This shit works…..and I do it because of vanity, but also because I am worth it and I love myself. I am not ready to get old yet.  Along with being youthful and healthy, ( I have not been to a Dr. in almost 25 yrs.), I have peace, joy, love……I have come to terms with who I am, what I have been through, all my (I use this term loosely) mistakes, what I thought I wanted and what I really wanted, the fact I am OCD and  a powerful spiritual being in a physical body. Life is a gift…….Oh and lets not forget the fact, I am and you are what you eat!!!!
If you want to be healthy in this world of ours, if you want to be slim, if you want to youth instead of age, it takes work. It takes self love to perform the extra effort to eat well. You see to be healthy and slim, it’s 75 to 80% what you eat and 25 to 20% exercise. That’s the journey everyone, that is the meaning of life. Unfortunately, most of you have not discovered this yet. You run to the Dr. with every little ailment and would rather take pharmaceutical drugs instead of changing your diet or, heaven forbid, exercise. You think your health is random, you may or may not get sick, you may or may not get cancer, or diabetes, or anything else on the list of diseases. But it is not random, you get sick because of inflammation and oxidative stress. You get that because your body does not like what you are eating, it causes a allergic reaction and you become inflamed!!!  That causes illness. That part is not covered by doctors, because they know nothing to very little about nutrition. And you just keep following them like little sheep……….time to think outside the box Human!!
The second part of this is loving yourself. The only way to love yourself is to know who you are and how you really feel. Your heart centers are filled with guilt, heartache, jealousy, anger and of course, FEAR. But instead of actually looking within, you choose to ignore all the signs and signals the Universe is giving you to work on your own shit……..”When something is malfunctioning in our life, you receive signs, warnings, hints, and tripped breakers”~~Alan Cohen. In other words you are uncomfortable, unhappy, and of course, fearful. The emotional stresses are caused by you resisting ‘what is’ and fighting against what is happening. You fight because you are afraid and this leads to blaming others for your lot in life. I have a hard time tolerating peoples excuses. “it’s not my fault”…….You and you alone are responsible and the more you try to ignore it the more in your face the issues will be. Alan Cohen called it, “In Your Face Productions”. The Universe can only send to you what you are willing to receive, and because you are a magnet for energy you keep getting the same shit over and over and over again!!!!!  So what are you going to do? Whine your way through life, blaming others, believing you have no power. Which means everyone else has power over you, or life has power over you. That is a false statement, which society propagates upon us all. You are connected to the most powerful energy in the Universe, that energy flows through you. All the whining, hatred, blame and handing over your power to someone else will never save you, fix you, or make you abundant and peaceful, happy, joyful. Nobody but you can change your life. So how many times do you have to hear it? How many times does “In Your Face Productions” have to set you up in conditions that humiliate, horrify and scare the shit out of you till you finally have had enough. Nothing will change till you do. Change your thoughts and you change your life.
I have been in the humiliating, scary and fearful situations. I spent half my life afraid, and I didn’t even know what I was afraid of. I have been sick, with only a Dr. giving me more drugs that continued not to work. Somewhere along the way I got tired of it all and I changed how I saw my world. Was it easy?….NO……Was it comfortable?…….NO……. but I did it anyway. Instead of hating myself and all my flaws, I embraced my flaws and used them to bring me to strength. Geez, if I can do it anyone can. Then by the time I turned 40, I told the Angels I didn’t want to ever have to go to a Dr. again. I didn’t want to be hampered by hereditary issues and I wanted to youth instead of age. I said I would do as I was guided on how and what to eat, what supplements to take, in other words I would do my part. And because we are all psychic, I was guided on how to do that!! Now, as I said, this is where the rubber meets the road. This is where you decide what are you going to do with your life. Because your thoughts are creating right now, be it negative or positive.  You are creating and you have no one to blame  or congratulate but yourself.
So if you want to change your life, ask! Tell the Universe you want love, joy, peace, prosperity and health……They will send you a teacher, a book or a class…..who knows it may be my book or class!!! It could happen.
Welcome to Earth, Spiritual Being!
 

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How Complicated Can You Make It?

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Years ago ‘enlightenment’ came into my life, which was what I consider the official beginning of my spiritual journey. In simple terms, I was realizing how much of my energy was spent on negativity. Well, it was a lot, most of my energy was spent on negativity. That awareness was life changing, I was able to see myself as the creator of the ‘crap’ in my life. I made me miserable. I was sending out negativity and the Universe could only send me back like and same. I could see, for brief moments at first, exactly how powerful I was, but it took years to really step into that kind of unlimited power. However, no matter how much time passes, it’s all about the journey. Stumble, fall, succeed, or fail, it’s the journey and what you do with all those ‘mistakes’.  The lesson is to find you and understand who you really are. All the good, bad, and the ugly about yourself. Learning to accept yourself without needing to be perfect, but actually understanding that you are perfect, just as you are. It’s all about energy.
That infinite energy that holds the planets in place and flows through you, whatever you choose to believe it to be, or whatever you choose to call it, really, has  no bearing on what ‘It’ actually is. It’s Energy. Call it Angels, God/dess, Source, Universe, George, it doesn’t matter. There is no big, white, patriarchal god watching your every move, making his list and checking it twice, oops, sorry, that’s the other white guy. There is no father god figure that passes judgement, gets jealous, thinks you’re a sinner that needs saving even though, supposedly, he created you. It’s described as some pissed off old white guy that you hope may some day find mercy and blessings for you. That’s not only bizarre but complicated, too. With all the dogma out there, all religions claiming their supremacy, it’s a little tricky maneuvering through what is actually true.
Here’s what I know, not just believe, but know…..the Energy of the Universe is not complicated, it’s not difficult, it’s not judgmental, it does not make you follow a dogma or make you feel guilty if you do not honor a set of rules. It does not save you. As a matter of fact, the Energy of the Universe is you.The energy is in every single one of your cells, it’s your soul. You are pure spiritual energy, encapsulated in a physical body so you can experience yourself as unlimited in a physical world. Now, doesn’t that sound like fun!? Doesn’t that sound downright simple and easy!? Of course it does, because the Universe is love, plain and simple, and so are you.
Society will not teach you this, that is your journey, your choice. You, through ego can make this god as big and nasty as you want him to be. You can make life as miserable as you choose. It’s your journey, it’s your despair or it’s your happiness. No one or nothing controls your life, it’s all you. When you change your thoughts your life will change. It’s energy, that is how it works. You can believe it or not but it’s energy, that’s how energy works, wow, I’m repeating myself! You can choose to not believe in gravity but if you jump off a building, Human, you’re going down…..believe it or not.
Geez, it really is that simple.
So what are you going to do, whine, moan, groan, complain and of course be offended? It is the in thing, everyone is looking for a reason to be offended. Well, this ought to get you thinking. I reside in the highest frequency available, which is love, joy, peace. Everything I ask for I get, everything I need comes to me, it’s not complicated, it’s the way life is supposed to be. The only difference between you and me is I know that is true and you do not. I am in constant awe of how quickly and efficiently the Universe responds creating synchronicity to put me in the right place at the right time to take care of whatever needs to be taken care of…….Seriously, the gifts of Spiritual Energy are love, joy, peace and when you reside there, the physical manifestation of that energy is prosperity, health and perfect divine self expression.
Geez, it really is that simple.
Okay, I admit there is ego and physical world shit to deal with. Seeing your world through ego, using just your physical eyes as truth, can be tricky to let go of. But let go of it you must!! You cannot reside in the highest frequency available with low self esteem, shame, guilt, anger, fear…..etc……you can’t. When you decide you’re ready, be prepared to have all your emotional baggage to be right in front of your face.  All negativity must be brought to the surface to be cleansed and  released. Yes, it sucks, yes, it’s uncomfortable, just quit whining, it’s a small price to pay for being unlimited……
“Now I understand. That which I chase runs from me, whether health, wealth, success or right relations. To be one with the Energy means to be still and become that which I seek, that which I already am and have in the completeness of my being. (love, joy, peace) Then everything I desire through my vision of an ideal life will literally chase me.” (health, prosperity, perfect divine self expression) John Randolph Price
Welcome to Earth, Spiritual Being!
For directions on understanding your journey, check out “8 Keys: A Special Delivery Message from the Angels”. The 8 Keys are the answer to everything!!! It’s pretty friggin’ simple!

 

“My purpose on this planet today is to provide you with the insight, guidance, affirmation, and enlightenment through your Angels to live a completely joyous, prosperous, purposeful, peaceful, happy, balanced life. I offer the blueprint to change your life, resolve life-long conflicts, remove negatives, attract positives, and achieve health, wealth, joy, and abundance.” ~ Linda West