How Did I Get Here?
“Most people don’t want truth, they want constant assurance that what they believe is true…..”
I am a completely different person than I was, 10, 20 or 30 years ago. My journey has been about learning what I want and what I don’t want…..what I like and what I don’t like, who my true self is, etc. You and I are the creators of our paths, our lessons, our life. If you are dealing with good or what you call bad, if you have decisions to make and don’t know which way to go, well, welcome to Earth. This is life, all the good, bad and the ugly. It’s a journey, your journey. You set yourself up before you came to Earth for the lessons you have and are now experiencing. Many of you think finding others to follow will validate you. Many of you have decided on belief systems that no longer work and no longer make you feel good, which leaves you being offended. You do not like what other people say or do, because it disagrees with you, or it scares you, that perhaps, maybe, you could be wrong. Or after all these years, you screwed up your path. Now, as you stumble and fall, whine your way through things you don’t like, it’s time to admit, you’ve had enough of this shit.
Being offended, blaming others, not being accepted, being told you are wrong and hating someone for that……The Ego is running wild these days, because you are very afraid. You know that feeling you get in the pit of your stomach, that clenching feeling, like you just got punched? That is your ego feeling insecure, fearful, unloved, or just plain wrong. None of you want to be wrong, or unloved. You want to feel like you belong and you look to others to validate you. You hang out in groups that make you feel accepted, all the while hating those who seem to be worthwhile to hate.
A large part of the country is running in circles now, not knowing which way to go. Your belief structures that were built on what you thought was true, are now eroding away. How you see this country may not have changed in your mind, but make no mistake, you and the world are changing day by day. The frequency is getting higher. With that changing energy which is higher than it was last year, or twenty years ago, nothing works like it used to, and old belief systems serve no purpose. Basically your foundation to what you thought was truth, is really nothing but old ideas, based on limited thought forms, that you thought you could control. You are wasting your time and energy to hold together a system that doesn’t serve your highest purpose. No wonder your energy is depleted, your depressed or feel unfamiliar with the stuff around you.
What you are really missing is your true self. You let go long ago to allow ego to run rampant, so you could “fit in”. All the lessons along the way were trying to bring you to your true self, so you could let go of needing ego approval. You want to be happy, have love, joy, peace, prosperity, and health. You want to live the life ideal. You’ve check out every door, and the boxes available, followed the sheep to what ever religion or political view , even thought maybe, the aliens will come take you and others. Nothing outside of yourself is the answer, nothing outside of you can change your world to peace. Read it again and again. You are the answer for you.
Go to your heart center and ask yourself what you really want. What is your dream your true hearts desire…….
It can’t possibly be to continue running in circles to be accepted……find who you really are, then add gratitude for this crazy journey. Focus your life on what would bring you joy and love. The more you quit fighting, the more peace you will find. It’s just really time for you to accept you and love yourself, all the good, bad, and ugly!
Welcome to Earth, Spiritual Being.